Sunday, June 12, 2005
whats with the world and love?
dont worry. i havent gotten nuts and am suddenly feeling all left out. i dont care for love from others. what matters to me most is the relationship between my God and I. next in line is peace within the family. only then do friends come into place.
matters like this are extremely nauseating. really. so why am i talking about them? because i feel a great need to get it off my back.
im sure everybody has seen or experienced the start of a relationship. big, gi-normous hints are dropped everywhere but when you ask about it, complete and absolute denial. im not saying that it's wrong. it is perfectly fine and normal to be shy about it but sometimes you seriously need to get a move on and not care or mind it that people find out. i mean, you drop these hints that you are usually partially aware of but you say things like, "what makes you so sure?" or "what the hell are you talking about?" or "what in hell gave you this idea?" i mean, it just makes it even more clear to others that you like the person rite?
and there will definately be a point in time when one of the two wouldnt be able to take it anymore and will burst out what is in the heart. either way, everyone will know.
argh. i9m going round and round in circles. what good will it do? nothing. just gives everyone as well as myself a big headache.
Posted by Ce at 1:07 pm